I've been thinking [response to A letter from me to you]

I read your letter, and I memorized it line by line. Reading it was a roller coaster ride of emotions for me. At the very end of the letter you told me to think about everything you wrote me... and I've been thinking, should I tell you the truth or lie to you as I have been doing all along?

Since the day we met I have loved you, and it keeps growing as each day passes. The very first time I saw your eyes, those eyes that mesmerize me, I knew you were special. But it took me a while to figure out what you meant for me, or what I felt for you at such an early stage of our friendship. But one day I figured it out, it was all crystal clear now. That day I understood why I couldn't stop thinking of you, a girl I had just met a while ago... I couldn't get you out of my mind! But when I finally knew what I felt for you, what you meant to me, I knew that I had to have you in my life and be with you forever. Usually I'm very upfront about things, but when it came to you, it was always so hard to express myself clearly, it was so frustrating...

I've seen you cry because of heartache and it has been the hardest thing I had to do in my life. Because I knew that if I told you the truth about my feelings and if you were okay with them, then I would have made you the happiest girl in the world. But I was so scared of loosing you, and that you wouldn't take well the huge news of your best friend being in love with you, that all I did was support you and tell you that you deserved better and that any guy would be lucky to have you. Stupid of me. You kept going for all the wrong guys and that frustrated me, because if you would have looked closely, you would have seen that the best guy for you was right in front of your eyes! But I couldn't say anything... I swallowed all my feelings and moved on.

You are in my dreams every night, and all I want is for all those dreams to come true. By reading your letter I instantly knew my dreams would come true, because you were feeling the same things as me. Who knew? This is beyond a dream, this is a reality now. I'm counting the days to see you again, because I absolutely hate missing you this much. And all because of you stubbornness, you couldn't just talk to me in person? You write me a letter like that and then just storm off? Well I can't wait to see you, and be with you for the rest of my life. I promise to make you the happiest woman in the world, love you every day even more and make you smile as long as I live.

Love you forever...

Jake