Thank you for the memories

My best friends. How could I live without them? Simple... I just can't. They are the ones that make me laugh for no good reason, the ones that make me strong with their advice, and the ones that are always there for me when I need them the most. I know that I can call them at three in the morning to ask them the most stupid question, and the wouldn't mind, they would pick up the phone anyways as if it were five in the afternoon.

My best friends. The people who know the real me. They know instantly when something is wrong without me saying anything, with just the sound of my voice, or with just one look into my eyes. Sometimes it's scary how well they know me, but I don't really care because I love them anyways.

Sometimes I think they don't know how important they are for me, or how much I care about them. They are always there for me when I have boy problems, family problems, or just me problems. They have helped me throughout every situation imaginable. How can they even doubt what they mean to me? Easy... I'm not very good at expressing how I feel, don't know why. But no matter how bad I am expressing how I feel, that doesn't mean I don't love them and adore them. My life would be so empty without them and so boring. I can't even bare to think about it. All I know is that I wouldn't change our late night talks, our sleepovers, our girls days, our laughs, our tears,our moments together for anything in the world. Destiny put them in my life and I will never let them go. No matter how far we are form each other, and no matter where life takes us, we will always have our friendship to rely on... we will always have each other. Thank you for our memories together.

Always and forever... best friends.

I've been thinking [response to A letter from me to you]

I read your letter, and I memorized it line by line. Reading it was a roller coaster ride of emotions for me. At the very end of the letter you told me to think about everything you wrote me... and I've been thinking, should I tell you the truth or lie to you as I have been doing all along?

Since the day we met I have loved you, and it keeps growing as each day passes. The very first time I saw your eyes, those eyes that mesmerize me, I knew you were special. But it took me a while to figure out what you meant for me, or what I felt for you at such an early stage of our friendship. But one day I figured it out, it was all crystal clear now. That day I understood why I couldn't stop thinking of you, a girl I had just met a while ago... I couldn't get you out of my mind! But when I finally knew what I felt for you, what you meant to me, I knew that I had to have you in my life and be with you forever. Usually I'm very upfront about things, but when it came to you, it was always so hard to express myself clearly, it was so frustrating...

I've seen you cry because of heartache and it has been the hardest thing I had to do in my life. Because I knew that if I told you the truth about my feelings and if you were okay with them, then I would have made you the happiest girl in the world. But I was so scared of loosing you, and that you wouldn't take well the huge news of your best friend being in love with you, that all I did was support you and tell you that you deserved better and that any guy would be lucky to have you. Stupid of me. You kept going for all the wrong guys and that frustrated me, because if you would have looked closely, you would have seen that the best guy for you was right in front of your eyes! But I couldn't say anything... I swallowed all my feelings and moved on.

You are in my dreams every night, and all I want is for all those dreams to come true. By reading your letter I instantly knew my dreams would come true, because you were feeling the same things as me. Who knew? This is beyond a dream, this is a reality now. I'm counting the days to see you again, because I absolutely hate missing you this much. And all because of you stubbornness, you couldn't just talk to me in person? You write me a letter like that and then just storm off? Well I can't wait to see you, and be with you for the rest of my life. I promise to make you the happiest woman in the world, love you every day even more and make you smile as long as I live.

Love you forever...

Jake

A letter from me to you...

I love you...
What a great way to start this off. Right?
It's easier for me to write everything I'm feeling right now, which is confused. I have all this feelings for you bottled up for a very long time now, I'm about to explode. What can I do if I love you and you don't? It hurts too much just to think about it, I have to get away.... Away from you, and your impossible to resist charm.

With just one look I'm hooked, and that's just not fair. You know me better than anyone, the real me, that person that with just one look into my eyes, into the depth of my soul, you know exactly what I'm thinking. Mostly it's about you, but do you think of me the same way? I hate being like this, so lost and confused. I need to ask you something... if I told you I loved you, would you hate me? Am I going to loose you? Because if I am, I just can't handle it... I would just keep my feelings to myself and act as if nothing is happening in my heart.

You have always been there for me, as I have been there for you, and I have no idea what I would do if you were not by my side. I guess you want to know how and when I fell for you. Don't you remember? It was the first time I laid my eyes on you, I automatically knew you would be someone special. The first time you said hi to me, I knew deep in my heart we were meant to be together.

I can't express all the things I feel for you in just one letter. No paper would do it justice. But I'll save the rest for later. Just think about what I just wrote you, and write me back...

Much love,

Luna