What can I do?

I don't know what to do. All of my favorite memories, are my memories with you. Every time I hear the word love, I think of you. You are in my dreams, in my thoughts, even when I breathe you are there.

I can still remember the first time I saw you, you looked so peaceful. You took my breath away. You were so beautiful. I fell for you so fast, I'm still trying to get a grip of myself. But how could I not have fallen for you when perfection was staring at me right in the face. I loved you then, and I love you now.
The moments I spent with you are still fresh in my memory. You were so funny and romantic, the perfect combination for a girl like me. You always kept me on my toes, and you knew how to sweep me off my feet. With a simple kiss you took me to the moon, and with a hug you filled my soul with love.

When the wind hits my face, I can still feel his scent sneaking up on me, to play with my mind. It's just not fair, why did I have to lose him? Life plays tricks on us, that are sometimes cruel.

Right now I'm just sitting here waiting on life to make it up to me. What can I do when I know life took him, my love, away from me for no good reason? Should I make peace with life? Or should just hate life? What can I do?

I didn't even get to say goodbye...