"Friends, yet enemies.
A type of relationship whereby parties are silently resentful of and competitive with one another, but who behave superficially as though they are best friends.
The friendship develops because it suits their mutual interests, but parties involved would stab each other in the back in a heartbeat if it suited them.
Common in the relationally aggressive female world, particularly where competition for men is involved."
Frienemies... yeah you know they exist. And I hate them, even the word, it's so stupid. Why do we waste our time being "friends" with someone who would stab you in the back in a heartbeat? It's simple, we're scared. Scared of what people would say, scared of what that person would say about you, or scared of the many secrets people would find out about you for no good reason. Well... all of this has to stop! Take a stand and take those frienemies out of your life! All you have to do is put them in a little box in the back of your mind and pretend they don't even exist. Don't waste your time pretending when you can spend your time living, and not being disturbed by useless people. Maybe that frienemy used to be just a friend, and it's hard for you to let go, but please do. All the hate and pretending to like each other it's eating you alive.
People say that you should keep your friends close but your enemies closer, I think thay are so wrong. Keeping your enemies close would only make you paranoid. But if you keep your true friends closer it would only make you happy.
So why waste your time being paranoid if you could just be happy?
I don't know what to do. All of my favorite memories, are my memories with you. Every time I hear the word love, I think of you. You are in my dreams, in my thoughts, even when I breathe you are there.
I can still remember the first time I saw you, you looked so peaceful. You took my breath away. You were so beautiful. I fell for you so fast, I'm still trying to get a grip of myself. But how could I not have fallen for you when perfection was staring at me right in the face. I loved you then, and I love you now.
The moments I spent with you are still fresh in my memory. You were so funny and romantic, the perfect combination for a girl like me. You always kept me on my toes, and you knew how to sweep me off my feet. With a simple kiss you took me to the moon, and with a hug you filled my soul with love.
When the wind hits my face, I can still feel his scent sneaking up on me, to play with my mind. It's just not fair, why did I have to lose him? Life plays tricks on us, that are sometimes cruel.
Right now I'm just sitting here waiting on life to make it up to me. What can I do when I know life took him, my love, away from me for no good reason? Should I make peace with life? Or should just hate life? What can I do?
I didn't even get to say goodbye...
Last night...
It was so hard for me to know that one of my best friends is going through a rough time. I wish that I could talk to him, heart to heart and tell him what I really think about everything he's going through. I have so many things bottled up inside, and just because I don't have the courage to call him up, he will keep going the wrong road.
Last night I realized how much I care for him, and it frustrates me... don't know why. He's been such a good friend to me, that I have to do the same for him. It's only fair. Me and him, well, we have kind of a past, but that doesn't matter right now, because NOW he's one of my best friends. I don't know if that's weird but I don't really care. Maybe because of the past, this situation is weird, just maybe. But if you were in my position, what would you do? You would help your best friend, right?
All I have to say is that I understand what he's going though, because the same things happened to me. I just want him to know that there are so many thing in life that are important and valuable, to be wasting your time stuck in a past that made you cry. Move on, and live your life. Forget about all the things that made you unhappy, and concentrate of living your life to the fullest with the people that care about you, your friends. Surround yourself with positive energy and with people that just want what's best for you.
Remember I love you very much, and that all I want is for you to be happy!
