It's been a while

Well, it's been forever since I wrote here. Obviously a lot has happened in all these years. I've fallen in and out of love, of course I've been dissapointed (sadly a lot), but every experience have made me stronger. Last time a wrote here I gave in and fell in love with my best friend....worst mistake of my life! It was heartbreak after heartbreak, but I always forgave him until it became a vicious cycle and I grew tired of it. We had a special bond, but our timing was never right and I got tired of waiting for something deep inside I knew was never going to happen. We stopped talking, and we grew apart, he fell in love with someone and I was still trying to get over him...so not fair, but that's life. We recently started talking again, as friends, we both missed each other, and even though it's hard to accept it, but he's a great friend, he's always there to listen to me ranting about my problems, and I do the same for him. At the beginning it was kind of weird trusting him again, but as the days passed it became something natural. I know we will always share that special and unexplicable bond, but nothing will come out of it, just a great friendship. My love life is sort of a series of chapters, some of them short, others dreadful, but all of them are experiences that I had and made me who I am today. This is just the beginning!