"What if..?" I hate that question, but it's something we always ask ourselves. It's my turn now. What if you find a new love? Am I going to be out of your life or will our true friendship last? You are one of my best friends, but we also have this amazing connection that none of us is able to explain. No one understands our weird friendship, but for us is special. At least for me it is. But we should keep quiet, so no one knows because everyone will have a say in it. The people we revolve around will definitely have something to say , and I really don't want to hear it.
We have this amazing bond, that no one can break... people don't know why, even I don't know. Something inside of us just brings us closer together. When times get rough we just get stronger. But I have another question, what if people find out about the depth of our friendship? Will it all be over? That scares me, because what if we go too deep, could we ever go back? Everyone knows that we are great friends, but the have no idea how special our friendship really is. I don't want them to find out about all the great times we had together, that only the two of us know about.
But what if you find a new love? I know you don't love me, and I don't love you, but we do care a lot about each other..would you tell me the truth? I know that eventually both of us will find someone special in our lives, but for now I don't want this to end. The only thing is that I don't know that if we go in too deep , if I could still be your friend and act as if nothing happened between us. I know you are not my boyfriend but sadly I have to say that I think I fell in love with our friendship.
